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I sit and ponder my life

Journal Entry: Wed Aug 6, 2008, 9:52 AM
*sigh*

Yeah, I'm still on it, people. I woke up and felt like I've experienced everything there is to experience in my life. I felt like I was done with life, with all of it. What to do I don't know. I have my friend who's hanging in the balance to be my friend or not. And only time would tell.

So I'm gonna disappear for a while...there's nothing I can do...or want to do, because I've done enough...maybe that's why I feel like I've experienced too much. Truth is I am more at fault for what has happened than anyone here. Because I've hurt my best friend. If I weren't home, I'd be attempting the same thing I tried to do on 12 November 2007. And the fact is, I deserve to die for this crap.

So I'm off...Like Kuro once said to me, "I'll seeya when I seeya. Won't be too long." Hopefully, it won't turn into a lie, so I'll see you all soon. ^^
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Reminder:

1:00 PM
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John's Incred.

  • Mood: Agony
  • Eating: nothing....
  • Drinking: water

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 19
  • Current Residence: Cali
  • Interests: God, anime, games, Pullips, making AMVs, drawing, writing, architecture, interior design
  • Favourite movie: Raise the Red Lantern, The Red Violin
  • Favourite band or musician: Yo-Yo Ma and Twelve Girls Band
  • Favourite genre of music: gospel, techno, classical, anime
  • Favourite artist: Thomas Kinkade and Hayao Miyazaki
  • Favourite poet or writer: Amy Tan and Mildred Taylor
  • Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams
  • Favourite style of art: Anime
  • Operating System: Windows XP/Vista Home Edition (5.1, Build 2600) Service Pack 2 (2600.xpsp_sp2_gdr.070227-2254)
  • MP3 player of choice: PalmOne Tungsten E2
  • Shell of choice: Sand dollar
  • Wallpaper of choice: Cityscapes
  • Skin of choice: Well, I AM Black....so...
  • Favourite game: Ragnarok Online and 2Moons
  • Favourite gaming platform: Windows Vista
  • Favourite cartoon character: Konata Izumi from Lucky Star
  • Personal Quote: "Sometimes life's greatest moments only happen in our dreams." --Ban Mido
  • Tools of the Trade: Photoshop CS8, Gimpshop, Interior Designer 7.08, GIMP, Hewlett-Packard

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~Aijo:iconAijo: Jul 22, 2008, 7:46:19 PM
No prob. =D

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"It was easy. You were so obviously out of place. When I saw your clothes, the world darkened around me."

~Yoh, Koukou Debut

"I learned how bad I was again today! Thank you so much!"

~Haruna, Koukou Debut
~Claudia-ChildofNight:iconClaudia-ChildofNight: Jul 22, 2008, 6:07:41 PM
thanks for the favs

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Some mornings, I just don't feel like slaying dragons.
~Aijo:iconAijo: Jul 20, 2008, 11:56:58 PM
No prob. I realized I forgot to favorite it when we last talked. :dance:

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"It was easy. You were so obviously out of place. When I saw your clothes, the world darkened around me."

~Yoh, Koukou Debut

"I learned how bad I was again today! Thank you so much!"

~Haruna, Koukou Debut
~Elena-Airan:iconElena-Airan: Jul 20, 2008, 11:37:07 PM
Thank you for adding my koukou debut wallpaper to your favorites, I'm really honored! :aww:
~Aijo:iconAijo: Jul 19, 2008, 5:23:00 PM
No prob.

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"It was easy. You were so obviously out of place. When I saw your clothes, the world darkened around me."

~Yoh, Koukou Debut

"I learned how bad I was again today! Thank you so much!"

~Haruna, Koukou Debut
~TheOtherWeasley:iconTheOtherWeasley: Jul 19, 2008, 3:01:33 PM
thanks so much for the fave :hug:

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Good Charlotte said they like McFly
Is half their fanbase gonna cry?
~Aijo:iconAijo: Jul 18, 2008, 11:02:03 PM
No prob. :nod:

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"It was easy. You were so obviously out of place. When I saw your clothes, the world darkened around me."

~Yoh, Koukou Debut

"I learned how bad I was again today! Thank you so much!"

~Haruna, Koukou Debut
~bloknayrb:iconbloknayrb: Jul 18, 2008, 12:34:29 PM
Thanks again! :boogie:

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If you can see this, you probably just got pwned.
Online RISK! [link]
~Aijo:iconAijo: Jul 17, 2008, 12:24:39 PM
Well, I just finished my final....so I'm about to tackle my list. :noes:

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"It was easy. You were so obviously out of place. When I saw your clothes, the world darkened around me."

~Yoh, Koukou Debut

"I learned how bad I was again today! Thank you so much!"

~Haruna, Koukou Debut
~Angelika-Is-Pretty:iconAngelika-Is-Pretty: Jul 15, 2008, 10:15:19 PM
It's tireing me out, lol X3.
So whacha' up to?
~Aijo:iconAijo: Jul 15, 2008, 10:03:37 PM
Awesome. :heart:

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"It was easy. You were so obviously out of place. When I saw your clothes, the world darkened around me."

~Yoh, Koukou Debut

"I learned how bad I was again today! Thank you so much!"

~Haruna, Koukou Debut
~Angelika-Is-Pretty:iconAngelika-Is-Pretty: Jul 15, 2008, 5:26:26 PM
Haha, me too. X3

I'm working on a picture
with a background; ugh X3

Here's what I have so far-
still on the basic sketch:

[link]
~Aijo:iconAijo: Jul 15, 2008, 5:21:20 PM
Being sleepy. :noes:

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"It was easy. You were so obviously out of place. When I saw your clothes, the world darkened around me."

~Yoh, Koukou Debut

"I learned how bad I was again today! Thank you so much!"

~Haruna, Koukou Debut
~Aijo:iconAijo: Jul 14, 2008, 11:16:52 PM
Hiya. :3!

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"It was easy. You were so obviously out of place. When I saw your clothes, the world darkened around me."

~Yoh, Koukou Debut

"I learned how bad I was again today! Thank you so much!"

~Haruna, Koukou Debut
~Aijo:iconAijo: Jul 14, 2008, 1:17:01 PM
^^

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"It was easy. You were so obviously out of place. When I saw your clothes, the world darkened around me."

~Yoh, Koukou Debut

"I learned how bad I was again today! Thank you so much!"

~Haruna, Koukou Debut
~Aijo:iconAijo: Jul 14, 2008, 1:11:33 PM
No prob. =D

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"It was easy. You were so obviously out of place. When I saw your clothes, the world darkened around me."

~Yoh, Koukou Debut

"I learned how bad I was again today! Thank you so much!"

~Haruna, Koukou Debut
~bloknayrb:iconbloknayrb: Jul 14, 2008, 1:09:12 PM
Hey, thanks a lot for the fave!

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If you can see this, you probably just got pwned.
Online RISK! [link]
~Silviaa92:iconSilviaa92: Jul 14, 2008, 3:26:46 AM
:D

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I've been looking for a trace
Lookin' for a heart
Lookin' for a lover
In a world that's much too dark...
~Aijo:iconAijo: Jul 14, 2008, 12:20:18 AM
No prob.

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"It was easy. You were so obviously out of place. When I saw your clothes, the world darkened around me."

~Yoh, Koukou Debut

"I learned how bad I was again today! Thank you so much!"

~Haruna, Koukou Debut
~Raihan-sans:iconRaihan-sans: Jul 13, 2008, 9:01:29 AM
thanks a lot for your favourite...

goodnightelectric.........
~Aijo:iconAijo: Jul 12, 2008, 8:44:21 PM
You're welcome. =D

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"It was easy. You were so obviously out of place. When I saw your clothes, the world darkened around me."

~Yoh, Koukou Debut

"I learned how bad I was again today! Thank you so much!"

~Haruna, Koukou Debut
~DarkArtsofNeko:iconDarkArtsofNeko: Jul 12, 2008, 10:22:23 AM
thanks for the fave

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give me all your private displays of affection
~Aijo:iconAijo: Jul 12, 2008, 7:42:11 AM
No prob. :heart:

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"It was easy. You were so obviously out of place. When I saw your clothes, the world darkened around me."

~Yoh, Koukou Debut

"I learned how bad I was again today! Thank you so much!"

~Haruna, Koukou Debut